a new routine has emerged for me. after the hustle and shuffle of the morning – i send gavin & his dad off to school and kai and i go out back. he usually runs around between the sand box, the house, different toys… and i sit with my calendar and my phone and plan out the day, get caught up on emails, schedule photoshoots, organize family plans & happenings. one day this week kai had nothing to do with his activities and came and wanted in on the “fun”.
these are really the moments & times i don’t want working and busyness to over take.
it’s a careful juggle to work and be present as a mom. it’s a constant struggle to maintain a growing business, while striving to create a peaceful, creative, hope-inspiring environment in our family. 
it’s a daily mental practice to be in the moment while also planning for big dreams, big moments, big plans… but i realize it’s me. i crave a little chaos and need a little simplicity. a dichotomy & complex being.
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